People always say “if you can’t do it for yourself, do it for your children. “ I believe in that but God is teaching me in this season…if you can’t do it for yourself do it for those assigned to you. He has given you a message that only you can deliver. I know it gets difficult but if you don’t push through how will they see that there is a God? We can talk about Jesus all we want but some people need to see to believe. You are the proof ‼️
I’m coming up on one year of posting videos on TikTok and it has been quite the journey. From being an introvert to speaking on a platform that has billions of people. Who would have thought?! From not really knowing who I was outside of anger to slowly but surely finding the voice He has given me. From questioning if I actually heard His voice to seeing what He told me to say in news headlines! It’s been wild! Something i’d never imagine in a billion years and if I’m honest, still struggle to understand at times. If you would’ve told seventeen year old me that this would be my life, I would’ve looked at you and told you you’re lying because I didn’t plan to be here. Especially after dealing with narcissistic abuse never thinking it would end. BUT GOD! If you would’ve told seventeen year old me that my relationship with my mother would someday be healthy. It would’ve went in one ear out the other, because in my mind that could never happen. BUT GOD! If you would’ve told seventeen year old me that I’d be excited to become someone’s wife, I’d look at you and proudly tell you with attitude that would never happen because from a very young age I made a vow to myself that I’d never get married because I’ve only ever witnessed toxic relationships. BUT GOD! All of this to say push through YOU ARE THE PROOF THAT JESUS IS REAL ‼️🫶🏽